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Psychogore

by Rest Ashore

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1.
Gonzo 04:01
you have a fetish for taking my dignity its a disease that cant be cured and automatically with violent sodomy the androids moving for me on the screen but I dont want to be a single thing like you no i dont want to be a product to consume remodeled and repackaged and discarded by the curb obsolescence everlasting its the last of its kind arent I? arent I? arent I? So thats it its humiliating forced to avert my gaze when you're looking at me cause I'm so lonely I try to hide it but is there a proper way to fill a void I have the image of you deified worship the idol desecrate it and defile you i try my hardest try my best to not look away
2.
Devotion 02:56
3.
no one can buy the topaz that shatters diamonds but i decide to gouge them from your eyes the quicker that you give up the faster we can relax when given a chance of lying you flat on your back you can handle separation theres just one condition introduce you to my friends, introduce you to my parents till we meet again all the boredom that comes from lack of inspiration and you take me to bed to keep me entertaining I cant wait to give it all to you One day you will fall apart and die One day you will see this from my side thats right pipe dreams have now led me astray I can not afford to waste away anymore any time any place I can see you again be the own voice of your fear afraid to raise your voice again
4.
all along you were the one now its time to say goodbye my intention has my soul degraded in this delicate balance of passion and temperance want to see me in real life? making me realize things we learn from being apart but then I think long ago words were invented from the sounds in my heart then you said to me: No ones ever gonna save you from the target on your back No ones ever gonna rescue you from the inevitable attack No ones every gonna see you for the vermin that you are Nothings ever gonna free you from the agony of my love finally reincarnated from poetry written by lovers in antiquity are making me realize things we learn from being apart but then I think Long ago words were invented from the sounds in my heart then you said to me: No ones ever gonna save you from the target on your back No ones ever gonna rescue you from the inevitable attack No ones every gonna see you for the vermin that you are Nothings ever gonna free you from the agony of my love
5.
Blackball 03:42
We trade a coin in exchange for your belief In the power of a dirty old fountain and your eyes went wide shone brightly golden like the sunrise I offered you my body I tapped your soul like a vampire on my way to your unconscious state and If i ever found the words to tell you I I will never sympathize taking every change to sabotage my will to survive
6.
I wanna be your man I dont understand and father your sons and show everyone that I give to you even though you did not ask and cant relax in a slow slow process of suffocating happiness: we try to live with principles that never make sense I couldnt live with If I thought I was praying to nothing! i would hate to feel so goddamn ordinary someone else has written these lines well I never pay attention I never try to listen to what I'm talking about but i'll be your man, I want to be ur man
7.
Potash 03:54
After all the cranes have flown away in the grave, who will keep me warm at night? feel the maggots crawl behind my eyes swarming hive deep inside slowly writhe in agony do I remind you of how much you hate yourself? humiliated in front of a dinner guest I cut you open so I can insert myself in front of the audience well should we pretend its better to find out now how you felt back then? you dont want anyone to know you even hide it from yourself that im evoking a carnal sensation in you you dont want anyone to know you even hide it from yourself that im evoking a longing sensation in you long ago a phantom has approached me I heard his proposition to trade me for your soul when his hand caressed me my whole body was emptied with nothing more to offer I put him on his way well should we pretend its better to find out now how you felt back then? you dont want anyone to know you even hide it from yourself that im evoking a carnal sensation in you you dont want anyone to know you even hide it from yourself that im evoking a longing sensation in you
8.
When you died in last October I was the one who would testify Passing onto a greater power youre the one who will end the earth and even when you crack the whip at me Im always on your side I never wanted to become your enemy after all this time after all this time injecting my disease in the parking lot lying on the ground behind the dining hall You can not undo experiences You can not undo ecperiences You can not take back your biggest regret injecting my disease in the parking lot lying on the ground behind the dining hall oh the pain maybe you dont recall me my old friend leading palms into your legs and shoving into a bathroom stall in the seminary for gods and angels to see inhaling blood from your nostril is there still a place in your heart for me? drinking in tears from your nostril is there still a place in your heart for me?

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This album is about psychic and spiritual damage--feeling yourself slowly slipping into self-hatred and misanthropy. One day, at the bottom of the cold, empty well of loneliness, you will see a small glimmer of the blue sky above you. With a lifetime of patience and all the courage you can muster, claw your way to hope. As if your life depends on it (because it does), you must neurologically reconstruct your entire being from the ground up; your soul, your mind, your values.

I felt myself decaying after years of depression and bad faith. During the years since our last album release, Alberto Fran and I somewhat reinvented Rest Ashore, and I've reinvented myself.

You have too much to offer the world for you to be apathetic. Underneath the anger, pain, fear and jealousy, is boundless, endless love for humanity.

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released September 23, 2021

Erica Butts - vox/guitar
Francisco Garcia - bass
Cubby - drums

Kynwyn Sterling - drums on Circular Firing Squad
Forrest Rice - drums on Devotion

Produced by Rest Ashore
Engineered, mixed and mastered by Francisco Garcia
Drums recorded at The Diner Studios in Hoboken NJ

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Rest Ashore New York, New York

Math rock punks just trying to make you thrash

Erica Butts (Vocals, Guitar)
Vicent Reyes (Bass)
Owen Greene (Drums)

New York, NY

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